Ok, this is the first day of my master plan. This is plan A there is no room for plan B so plan A MUST work, I have no doubts that Plan A will work. Ok thats a lie I have some doubts but Im pushing them as far from my mind as possible.
Im a woman on a mission.
My partner left me after 16 years of being together, just left. Said he wanted someone new, something different! He also used that old chestnut "i want my space". Well, he's not gunna get his space. He doesnt know it yet but hes coming back. I know him better than he know's himself and he wants to come back. Although, I didnt know him well enough to know that he wanted to leave but...oh thats just getting too deep and I dont have time for all that analysis crap.
Today I have just spent my last £100 on ordering books and self help guides and stuff from the net. Yes they are american and yes they are abit touchy-feely but they cost so much money they have got to work.
Ive also joined a dating site. This is still part of plan A. Some of the stuff advises I try to make him jealous by going on dates and stuff so thats what Im gunna do. None of the stuff advises stalking but at the moment that is a possibility for me unless anyone can talk me out of it.
So, step one = 30 days of no contact with my ex. In those 30 days Im supposed to start an excercise programme and crack on with improving my life. The exercise programme isnt going to happen. If anyone asks me if Im doing it sure I'll say I am but quite frankly their arent enough hours in the day. Im thinking I will start taking the dog for a walk but if I do that my ex wont call round - he's been calling round to walk the dog and do the laundry so if I start doing these jobs he will stop calling round. Shit, Im gunna have to think this through a bit more arent I?? This is not so easy.